My dear dreamed maiden fair
Your touch is a comfort here
I have longed for your care
God’s gift, you, eases my fear.

Righteousness craving
You help me be better.
Toward the King moving
We from each sin unfetter.

Dear messenger of God
Your True beauty shines so bright
The world may call you odd
But you shine with heaven’s light.

Would you look and find me near?
And with me toward heaven steer?

-J why

Lost love or illusion
Why do you haunt me?
My grief gags great
Without your want.
Still do you persist,
What more can I give?
Each day I tame
My every want and crave
Sometimes well done
And sometimes not but
Memory still serves me
I will not forget.
Spirit true lead me
To my One fate
Guard and guide my
Lost and crying heart
Take me from myself
For You and Her alone
For as She offers and
As I offer to You
So may our heart-mind
Be joined in this life
Do not let the Labor
Love prolong too far
Bring Birth to a love-
Promise in hope and faith
Renew us for each other
In Your grace Father.

Love, I long to see you so much
I pray to our Father for one touch
Yet it is not our timing in life
But His that follow through all strife
Still I cannot cease to think
Of how much I need my friend.
Though we still must wait
For the wholly matrimonial link
I know that with God, ’tis a happy end
That will present before it is too late.

O’ impossible simple breath
Where do you go from me?
Damp sight be damning
Tight lidded, squinting shut.
Pain within invites pain without
Solitude surrounds me.
Father, I see her in vision rending
How long must I wait?
Would she fear me as I am?
Hate me for what I have been?
Pleasure denied to a lover true,
Love pains those who have hearts.
Waiting is torment endured through time,
Serving You above self-sightedness.

Luck is a Lady, and chance knocks but once.
I seem a gentleman yet soon sloth will catch me up.
My dream is a woman to love and hold.
Yet I fear those who would dare see me out.
Of masks I have plenty except for her.
For her, she must see me as is with no deception.
That would be my best relief and worst fear.
She would have no deception to see, only the real me.
All the walls would be blown away for her.
There would be no barrier for her to be blocked by.
Her love must be fully true to me whole.
For without distraction, I become a fragile being.

Yet if her love is true for me whole with no doubt,
My life is too little to pay for her happiness.

The kiss I’ve tasted so long
from forgotten dreams.
The drink of heaven’s wine,
reserved only for kings.
The seal of fate and love
binds me to the quest.
This maiden fair I must find
though crazed be my crest.

-J why

Oh ’tis joyous when others here detract,
Yet in my being lies a mad desire.
There is a maiden that does me attract,
Of sweet things and honey drops sings she on lyre.

She dances for me in the moonlight,
Her feet, so sweet, ne’er do they grace the ground.
Like the flight of doves she glides, quite right.
As she floats she laughs, O what lovely sound.

To me she comes, smiling all the while.
Her touch of soft silk caresses my soul.
She holds my bod, the lonesome pile.
She cares not of things past, she takes me whole.

Then I lean o’er she to touch her gentle face,
Mist and smoke my hand takes hold in her place.

-J why

Fairest beauty, and fairer still,
Is she who enthralls me.
If it be, oh let it be, Your will,
That joined as one be we.

God of heaven, I plea, giver her me.
So the glory be Yours.
Lord above all, my eyes watered be,
The rain in me pours.

The love in me does build high towers
For so in me love grows
No fence, nor bar, can stop this love ours.
In us this love flows.

Ecstasy her lips, and clear her eyes.
Lord do not let this dream in me die.